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My wobbly body – how to love your body with yoga

Do you find it difficult to love your body?  Me too! Writing this blog post really scares me!  I feel like no one is ever going to come to my yoga classes if I publish my imperfections.  But I can’t pretend either, so here goes …

I am never going to be the sort of yoga teacher who posts amazing pics of my perfect body. Because I don’t have one. Check out my wonky tree.

For much of my life I had no idea how to love my body.  It didn’t even seem possible. I really struggle to get my weight to where I would like it.  I have fat and wobbly legs.  I had asthma as a child and I was never any good at sports at school.  Which was quite a big deal.

How to love your body when you were always picked last for teams

Anyone remember that team-picking thing that PE teachers used to do? Two of the sporty kids are chosen as team leaders for a game of netball or rounders, and they take turns to pick players.  Obviously they choose the fastest, fittest ones first, and the group of the unchosen gradually dwindles until the slow, wheezy and fat ones are left at the end.  They are finally accepted as a necessary burden.  They smile and laugh as they eventually join their teams, trying to look as if it’s fine.  Pretending they don’t feel the humiliation.  

I was one of those kids.  I can still feel the shame now, aged 54.  I wore that fake smile for way, way too much of my life.  

How yoga helped me love my body – permission to stop trying so hard

Much later in life I got medication for my asthma and started to run and do sports.  I’m reasonably fit for my age now, but I have always struggled with the idea of loving my body.  I still do in many ways.

But a couple of years ago I discovered a yoga teacher who made me feel safe.  Better than safe, I realised I could relax and and just be me.  I will always remember my lovely teacher laughing gently as she gave me permission to stop trying so very hard.  It came as a total revelation to me that trying less hard can actually achieve more.  That the body will bend and flow when it is released from fearful effort.  That was so incredibly liberating.  For the first time, my body was good enough. Exactly as it was, and is.  And I loved it!

How to love your body with gentleness, compassion and kindness

I still struggle sometimes with dissatisfaction and low confidence in my physical abilities.  I have a mental list of yoga asanas which I feel I can’t do, which I sometimes allow myself to fret over.  But I know that the yogic way is to be gentle and compassionate, and that that has to begin with myself.  And I hope that kindness and acceptance makes me a better yoga teacher.  I know deep inside how my students feel when they struggle to love or trust their own bodies.  I have been there too, and I feel it deep in my heart and my bones.

One of my midwifery lecturers at university was fond of reminding us that birthing women need kindness even more than they need medical expertise.  In an atmosphere of kindness, life has a tendency to unfold and freely grow.  Oxytocin flows and we discover strengths we never knew we had.

Positive affirmation

I’m increasingly convinced of the power of positive affirmation.  As Henry Ford said, “He can who thinks he can, and he can’t who thinks he can’t”.  My body may be a bit wobbly, but its the one I have, and I am learning how to love it and treat it kindly.  

Yoga and meditation practice help me discover what I am capable of.  Yoga keeps reminding me that I have everything I need.  That I am more powerful than I imagine.  That I am good enough.  That I can do it.

A picture of me loving my body

I love the picture at the top of this post, because I am happy and smiling.  My right hip is stuck out sideways and my legs look fat, but I have just climbed a mountain in the sunshine with a dear friend.  I am practising yoga and I know I can do it.  I feel free and unashamed. I want to share this feeling with others.  It’s liberating! 

Karen teaches gentle yoga, pregnancy yoga and postnatal yoga in Stock, Wickford and Brentwood in South Essex.  She is deeply committed to making yoga practice accessible to everyone.  No one is too old, too overweight, too stiff or too wobbly!  For more details about Karen’s classes, visit  

This Post Has 2 Comments

  1. Stella

    Beautifully explained! I try to consciously practice self love and it isn’t always easy!

    1. Karen Lawrence

      Self love is a lifetime’s journey. Thank you for your comment xx

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